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 What
is 11:11
Doorways of Destiny
The symbol of 11:11 is a complex
symbol having multiple related meanings and purposes.
From the outset, 11:11 is a symbol that announces
that a particular change is eminent and that
a new course in your destiny has been prepared.
It is also a symbol of chaos because the moment
of change is marked by the shifting of one pattern
- or way / state of being - into another. When
you see 11:11, either after thinking of someone
or something, or preceding or during a personal
event, you are being told that a certain variable
has been introduced into your life that will
alter it somehow. 11:11 is almost always meant
for and experienced by the 'First Wave' Starborn
who are also Warriors for the true righteousness,
much as the Knights Templars were in the beginning
of their Order; the codes they lived by are embedded
in the DNA and are not so much a belief system
as it is an instinctive way of responding to
circumstances of this world.
This code is within all Starborn and governs
our lives instinctively. It does not matter what,
if any, religion one is indoctrinated into (religion
is manmade with political motivation) the genetic
code supercedes any and all manmade doctrines
- but you have a choice not to follow your instincts
and succumb to social and peer pressure. This
code is encoded into our very DNA and into what
is commonly referred to as the 'Junk' DNA. The
'Junk' DNA contains the programs and scripts
which are directly related to the Mind and Emotion
of an individual, not physical characteristic.
It determines, I believe, who is Starborn, who
is Darkborn and Everyone Else. It is closely
connected to the 'soul' element and whether one
has a 'conscience' or not.
Within the Code are many 'modules' containing
individual packets of information, each correlating
to life and the treatment of all living things
and how we respond to our environment - both
locally and globally. A Starborn is repelled
by injustice or abuse to the innocent and the
helpless while a Darkborn revels in it. The Darkborn
find pleasure and power in performing belittling
and cruel acts. A Starborn loathes such things
instinctively. To learn of or witness such acts
embroils us in rage. BUT as far as the war between
the Starborn and Darkborn are concerned, a Starborn
is not a passive push-over. On the contrary,
we are designed to fight fire with fire when
needed. We have no problem inflicting justice
and retribution against the aggressor, particularly
against those who who support, condone or are
directly responsible for acts of oppression,
enslavement, inhumanity, etc.
The Code also gives the Starborn an ability
to detect not only Darkborn but other Starborn.
We are repulsed or repelled away from association
with Darkborn while at the same time we are drawn
to the Starborn - our own kind. One thing I have
noticed is that the Darkborn don't seem to be
instinctively aware of the Starborn when we meet.
They learn who we are instead by our actions.
I've encountered many Darkborn, as I'm sure you
have also, but rather than possessing a negative
reaction to us they seem to almost want to be
in our presence. Perhaps it is the power they
feel from us. Or, it might be that they hope
to befriend us in order to try and corrupt us.
I'm not certain about which. Another thing I've
noticed about Darkborn through the years is their
lack of intellect, despite the fact that many
Darkborn reign in high positions of political,
religious and social influence. They are almost
Neanderthal-ish in their thinking and behavior
and their actions are predictable as their lies
are transparent.
We've all encountered people in our life who
seem to thrive on causing misery to others whether
human, plant or animal. These people seem to
lack a 'conscience' that make us human - or should
make us human, rather. These individuals commit
acts from an early age that seem so appalling
as to not have words to explain. I've known children
in my youth who enjoyed torturing animals for
kicks. One such individual eventually grew up
to murder several people in cold blood while
robbing a service station in San Jose, California.
Mind you, this individual's parents were much
the same. One might think, as psychology would
teach, that this trait was simply handed down
through some never-ending cycle of abuse. Perhaps.
But when you look closer and sense these individuals
with your intuitive senses, more often than not
you will find a strange feeling difficult to
explain but one which leaves you believing they
possess some 'evil' resonance about them as if
the core of their 'humanity' is missing from
the gene pool. I would like to say they are 'soul-less',
but I believe even the Darkborn have souls. In
their case the behavior is more to do with genetic
programming than whether or not some part of
them exists after death. Furthermore, I have
been told that these Darkborn have a unique aura
nearly the color of blood. But since I can't
see auras myself I can only guess that perhaps
they are correct.
Like two opposing ends of a magnet the Starborn
react the same way toward the Darkborn. We indeed
seem to have opposing polarization. You just
instinctively know their is something not right
or good about them and hope to move away as quickly
as possible. A Starborn can detect them when
they walk into a room. Seasoned Starborn - who
are aware of who they are - can detect the Darkborn
across many miles, on TV, News or even in some
remote location. Further, a Starborn can detect
even when Darkborn are thinking of them or conspiring
upon some evil event. It's similar to the same
ability used in dowsing or remote viewing. Some
Starborn - myself among them - have waged draining
psychic battles with the Darkborn in order to
foil their plans or ward off a life-altering
attack. Starborn feel their foreboding energies
which can cause depression and anxiety in us.
The feeling of some impending disaster is not
necessarily a premonition of war, earthquakes
and such but is, instead, a direct connection
to their anti-matter-like thought process as
the plan against humanity. One reason for prescribed
mind-numbing drugs offered so relentlessly to
the populous is top numb our senses from them
and our ability to recognize their dirty deeds.
For the person who sees 11:11 this symbol has
a deep and profound feeling to it that seems
to emanate from deep within the soul or echo
from a long forgotten memory - perhaps genetic
memory. 11:11 does not necessarily have to be
a ‘time’ displayed on a clock. In
fact, the symbol can just as easily be acknowledged
as four vertical ‘bars’ or lines
( |||| ). However, the two ‘dots’ or
'colon', as it were, that separate the two ‘bars’ as
displayed on digital clocks 'feel' to have a
certain purpose. When 11:11 is seen in conjunction
with the 'dots' it will create a deeper reaction
within the psyche than when the bars are displayed
without them.
The reason for this may be rooted in antiquity.
In Mayan counting the symbol for the number 'eleven
is written as:
We should remember that not only were the Mayans
relentless and accurate time keepers but it is
also their calendar and legends that point to
the date of 2012 as a period when Time ends and
Time begins again; the end of this world and
the beginning of the new world. Their calendar
and legends have been the foundation for all
the buzz about the year '2012'. Furthermore,
it is believed that the Mayan culture was founded
by Thoth (Quatzequatel), the Egyptian god who
gave writing, letters, music, astronomy and numbers
to mankind. In olden days, just as with Hebrew
letters today, each letter-symbol was an archetype
containing a greater meaning. So, we have an
advanced Mayan culture whose symbol for 'eleven'
is two bars and a dot and a calendar that points
to a year of 2012 as the ending of one world
and the beginning of a new world.
Too many people look upon the Mayans as some
kind of super-intelligent and spiritual race.
Perhaps at one time, but like all societies and
cultures, they too, ultimately became corrupted
from having too much for too long. The bloody
wars and human sacrifices marked the last period
of the once great era. Such events often are
the harbingers of cultural collapse. The sciences
and calendar were not created during this period
but much earlier while the culture was still
pure. Likewise, there are many who look upon
Atlantis as some mystical salvation of future
generations without remembering that Atlantis
fell during a similar period of warmongering
and spiritual corruption - as will the mighty
nations of today. I have long stated that civilizations
collapse under the weight of their own ambition.
 The
Spanish conquest of Mexico was solely responsible
for destroying nearly all records and artifacts
of the Mayan as well as the Aztec, whose own
calendar is a watered down version of the Mayan
calendar system. Much more about this enigmatic
date could have been learned if it weren't for
greed and self-righteous 'Christian' zealots
determined to mold the world and humanity into
its own image. Nonetheless, we can still glean
fragments of information concerning the 'end
times' and 2012 through other cultures such as
the Hopi, Tibetans, Asians and others who have
also retained legends of an 'end-time'. But,
it is interesting to note the Mayan number for
'eleven' is similar to what so many people today
are experiencing through the symbol of 11:11
on digital clocks, not to mention that the clock
would be an appropriate medium to display a message
/ symbol concerning 'Time' ending and
'Time' beginning.
The Mayan symbol for the number 11:11 would
be displayed as thus:
If someone would want to create
a symbol for when one thing ends and another
thing begins, they would likely show the symbols
reversed of each other. Therefore, 'eleven-eleven'
in Mayan would be written as thus:
Actually, the symbol would represent
'positive eleven' (+11) and
'minus eleven' (-11) with Zero
(0) in between them (referring to the zero-point of
time which would act, in this instance, similarly
to zero-point in physics). This is the world
we are in and the world coming with Chaos in
between - the changing of something into something
else. A cocoon would be an analogy of a chaos,
darkness or zero-point between a caterpillar
and a butterfly
Everything in my research and experience over
the last 30 years, including an elaborate 'Stargate
calendar' which came to be in dreams from 1988
to 1990, seems to be about 'reversals' and 'opposites'
(more on this here).
Learning to decode 11:11 (as well as the Stargate)
required living life and observing situations which
became as living parables. It
is, therefore, a long process to decoding and
understanding 11:11 and the other number-symbols
we commonly see. But I feel this is designed
this way. Certain events must occur before we
can understand the meaning embedded within the
symbol. In short, 11:11 is a symbol of change.
More notably, it represents the 'Chaos' within
the moment of change. For here, between to opposing
energies of positive and negative lays the spirit
of creation. Creation is not the result of something
but rather the making of something. two wires
of negative and positive (heaven and earth),
when placed in approximate contact with each
other will create an 'arc' of energy. Commonly
we use this reaction to create light. The light
energy occurring between the two forces is the
spirit of creation. The 11:11 symbol is directly
related to 2012 when this world (presumably)
ends and a new world begins. We experience 11:11
in association with subtle or major changes in
our daily lives as 'living parables' through
which to decode the symbol. This is why most
people believe - and rightfully so - that 11:11
has something to do with 'change'. More correctly,
it has to do with the creation experience occurring
between the change - between what was and what
is yet to be. This moment is Chaos, where anything
is possible and nothing has form. It is ' In
the beginning....' of a new world being made,
either in a personal life or, ultimately, on
a global / stellar level.
The changes we experience now in daily life
is only to teach us to recognize the real event
of 2012 and thus - also through living examples
- learn to prepare for it. The earth and even
the solar system and galaxy, seem to be also
preparing for the change. Indeed, it is not just
our little spec of rock and H2o that is going
through the change. We think it is because of
our minute view. I've long maintained that Global
Warming was caused but some unknown cycle and
not by our pollution. But marketing global warming
as being caused by industrialization has given
governments and corporations a new domain with
which to point fingers and pursue fear while
evading the real issue - that the world as we
know it will likely end in 2012 (at the current
rate of bio-decay). We know the event of global
warming is at least solar-system wide for the
ice caps on mars are receding rapidly, also.
As Whitley Strieber pointed out during an Interview
with with William Henry and Jim Marrs, 'There's
only one car on mars....and its electric!'. Also,
the sun should be at its quietest right now (2005).
Instead its been more active than if it were
at the peak of its eleven-year cycle. (Why eleven
years to the sun cycle?)
If the entire event of 2012 were to be drawn
symbolically it would look very much as this:
2011 - 2012 - 0001
The green area are the 'Worlds',
both this one and the one to come. The violet
symbol (which is also reminiscent of the Orion/Osiris
constellation) is the symbol of the mergence
of the two 'worlds'. The blue circle denotes
the center-point between the two world 'patterns'
known as 'Chaos' where nothing seems to have
any order or design at all. This point, I believe,
is 2012. The blue line is the direction of linear
Time as we travel through into a new world and
of course, 11:11 is the symbol we are all familiar
with. It is a 'reversal' of each other and suggests
that the world coming will not be materialistic
but spiritual or intellectual (for those who
live through it).
From the onset 11:11 is a sign of eminent change,
or more precisely, it is a point within the change
itself - the point of Creation. It is a symbol
which announces that you are currently at a crossroad
in between the place you have been and the place
you are going. It is a symbol of Chaos – that
which is not what it once was but not yet that
which it will be.
 An
analogy of the point of Creation would be likened
to the use of sound to create patterns in fine
sand (after all, everything exists because of
'vibration'). When a particular tone or frequency
is directed beneath a plate of fine sand a certain
distinguishable geometric pattern is formed.
As the tone is raised to another pitch, note
or octave the pattern begins to change with it.
In between the two notes (say A and B) there
is a moment of chaos where all the sand vibrates
with no apparent order or design. Then, as the
tone slowly reaches the next note the new pattern
begins to form in the sand. When the note is
perfect so is the pattern in the sand and there
is once again sense and order out of chaos.
The ‘chaos’ is the moment and realm
of creation – a moment in which dreams
and desires and choices can determine the future
and a moment which begs to be resolved in way
or another. It is within this chaos that life
and existence is born and it is here where 11:11
appears to us in our life-changes.
For those who experience 11:11 there is a deeper
and more important purpose than simply announcing
when your world is falling apart in order to
be rebuilt in a new pattern. 11:11 is very much
a signpost that announces both that a change
is eminent and that you are also on the right
track going to where you need to go; its time
to move on, change your pattern or frequency
and often this requires changing locations, jobs
and sometimes partners. In our personal life
the experiences of these changes are also meant
to teach us the larger meaning of the symbol
- that an ultimate change for the whole world
is eminent.
In my early years of experiencing the 11:11
I fought what it was showing me (frankly, I didn't
know it was trying to show me anything). Change
would come, my world would fall apart and I would
find myself in a new job or location or even
relationship meeting and exchanging with new
people. In the midst of it all was the ever-present
11:11. I always complained, Why Me? Why does
my life always seem to be in chaos? Why can’t
I just have a normal life, job and career like
everyone else? As I grew to learn through observation
of such events I became acutely aware that 11:11
was always associated with a personal change.
It would announce the coming change and appear
often during the change. I would also come to
learn that the change was for a specific purpose
seemingly orchestrated through a higher order
or design, for every new situation I found myself
in (regardless of how much I had fought against
it) I would very soon learn the 'reason' for
why I was there in that place. I learned to recognize
the purposes for which I was sent and began looking
for them. Eventually, as now, I went with the
flow knowing I had no choice in the matter anyway.
But for all my resistance and bitching about
having my world torn from under me and not getting
what I envisioned I wanted, that same 'higher
order', would always provide what I was looking
for anyway, just in a different way.
Nonetheless, there were very emotional moments,
such as when my wife and I divorced, that the
appearance of 11:11 created a strong bitter reaction
towards it as if it was some living entity. On
the night my wife and I parted ways and ended
our 9 year marriage I found myself suddenly and
inexplicably homeless and living in my Ford Bronco.
Our divorce was not a bitter one. We both still
loved and respected each other but had simply
and irrevocably drifted into two different people
wanting two very different things out of life.
This in itself is just a natural part of growing
and evolving and I knew, too, that something
out there had been molding us both for different
purposes than what we had thought. Our marriage
had served its purpose and were no longer the
same people we were when we had met. We knew
for a long time that our day of separation was
coming. We worked together to pay off the bills
and when I left I gave her the home we had built
and everything in it. I took only a bag of clothes
and my lifetime of writings and journals and
left in my Bronco with little fanfare. I had
long since made arrangements to move in with
a friend who had also recently divorced. But
on the night of my own separation he was suddenly
called to Cincinnati where his mother had suffered
a stroke. He was not coming back and I had no
way of getting into the apartment nor was I in
a position to take on the lease. I was effectively
homeless and, through my own choices, I would
remain as such for five years.
As I sat in my truck that cold, snowy January
night many memories of my life and marriage flooded
back. I was sad that things had not worked out
the way we had hoped in the younger days when
love was new and we had been so happy and hopeful.
I was extremely bitter that 'god' or 'fate' had
put me in such a desperate situation when I had
been so good to my wife and gave her everything
out of love and not contested the divorce for
her sake. What was going on and why was I being
punished? In the midst of this emotional moment
I started up the Bronco to provide heat. The
second I did the radio clock blazed 11:11 on
the display. Why at that moment? Why did I turn
the key on then rather than sixty seconds earlier
or later? As I stared at the all to familiar
digits burning through the cold darkness into
some forgotten memory of my DNA something inside
me snapped and, perhaps needing something more
tangible than an illusive ‘God’ to
blame I lashed out at the number in fury. “What
the fuck do you want from me,” I screamed
at it. "Why do you fucking haunt me so?".
I found my self kicking the stereo display in
with my boot heel and cursing as if the 11:11
was a living thing who was trying to drive me
insane by subtly placing one obstacle after another
in the way of my dreams and goals. The stereo
shattered but the radio still worked and display
did not break. Its guts hung out awkwardly as
a testament to the fact that I was on the verge
of a mental breakdown and in that moment I held
the 11:11 solely responsible.
But by contrast, it was also in this moment
that I reached a major crossroad concerning the
11:11 and my life in general. It suddenly dawned
on me that my life was not entirely mine to direct;
that something bigger and indefinable was at
the helm and while I could walk about the ‘ship’ of
my life interacting with passengers and facilities
the course was set and I had no idea where it
was going. Indeed, looking back over the years
since I was sixteen all my life-plans had been
altered to point me in some other direction than
what I had planned and while I hated the moment
of loss I also learned that the ‘new world’ awaiting
me was never really bad, just not exactly what
I had planned. The next five years of my life
led me through an incredible maze of learning
and experiencing. The people I met and the magic
and power around me in the form of synchronicity
and spontaneous messengers and guides and uncanny
events further raised me to a higher awareness
of reality and the 11:11. I had not simply surrendered
my life to the whims of fate - I'm too stubborn
for that - but rather, I had come to understand
that I was as if a sub-contractor sought out
to do a specific job for a specific reason and
while I didn't always like getting to the 'job
site' the actually job was rewarding. Further,
I was being trained every step of the way for
more and more difficult jobs ahead. I was a messenger
and healer and at the same time a warrior. When
I was led into someone's life it was always for
a purpose that would soon reveal itself whether
to help save their home from demolition, to give
advice and direction or simply to pass on a 'message'.
But this roll is not just to act as some benevolent
good samaritan. Everyone I was led to had something
to give me that I was searching for or would
need just up ahead on life's road. We were all
being directed towards similar lessons and courses
- and, I believed, ultimately to an event in
2012. The 'mission', so to speak, is never one
sided with me helping and someone receiving.
On the contrary, it is always a two way street
with them giving something to me in return -
something I needed in life either at that moment
or to be able to continue onward to the next
destination.
 Each
one of us who experience the 11:11 contain the
same genetic consciousness and have the same
inner qualities regardless of race or religious
influence and each of us live and do what I've
been doing - meeting each other, lending a hand,
giving advice, championing something or just
being relocated to establish our energy and sphere
of influence at a particular location on the
planet. (My book, '||:|| - A Journey to 2012'
elaborates in greater detail these experiences
and encounters and the lessons learned from each
as well as providing an in-depth understanding
of the who we are, where we came from, the Stargate
and the lessons life teaches in order to prepare
us for 2012).
11:11 was the sign that announced I would be
going somewhere unknown and while I had always
bitched and blamed it or 'god' for the failure
to possess a single dream, I did, from that January
night onward, acknowledge 11:11 as a sign that
something out there had bigger plans for me and
the other people like me than I could realize.
After all, I am Starborn. And like all other
Starborn I have encountered we all share the
same experiences of change in life. Our vibration – our
life force and frequency and knowledge and wisdom
and compassion are needed in new areas in order
to meet new people to exchange with - and we
often need those whom we are seemingly sent to
help or interact with.
I’ve learned through these experiences
and observations in my life that if I happen
to come into someone’s life by one of those
'uncanny' situations it is because they are going
to experience an unsettling but inescapable change
of direction from their current plans, or they
are in the midst of it and need help or comfort
from the load. Almost always it happens. Also,
looking back, I can see that during my times
of crisis when chaos seems to rule there had
been ‘messengers’ there for me, too.
Some who startled me with what they knew of my
personal life and where I would be going.
I look at this part of my life now as just a
job – a job we were selected to do by genetic
design for the betterment of humanity in a post
2012 world. It is a thankless job and filled
with no material rewards but rather with rewards
of the satisfaction of knowing you’ve done
your best - you've changed someone's life for
the better - and that for what ever purpose,
it is all towards the culmination of some greater
event which cannot yet be seen but only guessed
at.
11:11 is the sign of Chaos; a moment in life
between what was and what will be, where we were
and where we are going …or what is needed
elsewhere from us. If you see 11:11 no doubt
you have experienced very similar events and
also see purpose in the patterns that perhaps
you just can't put your finger on. It’s
mostly a frustrating life but a privately rewarding
life when you become aware that there is something
bigger and you are a part of it - that life itself
and not the things in it - is the true contentment.
However, having said all that flowery stuff
- is now a time to mention that we are also hunted?
Or that there is a group in humanity who is opposite
to us who takes great pleasure in doing away
with us? Not to worry. We are also the Hunters
- and they fear us.
Source: http://www.ghostradiox.com/ar/1111/whatis1111.asp
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